I realised that no matter how good you think your life is, there are bound to be problems after problems revolving around you. And as you grow older, the problem you faced usually got to do with human behaviours. Like how some people or organisation function in a dishonourable way and doing things with motives, and I mean bad ones.
When we were young, the only major problem we have is probably having small fights with friends because he/she talks to your enemy or sits at the same table with them during recess time. Now that we're more grown up, and perhaps more matured and smarter, you'll start to see the good & evil nature in people. Surprisingly, friends who are like an angel to you in the past will also slowly turn into a badbad devil. It's really scary how some people can change so much, or is it they have always been like that just that we were too naive to realise it? Hmmm. I used to trust ALL my friends, but now I think there are only 4 people(excluding my family) in my life whom I truly think I can rely on(you know who you are). People, if you still have the same mindset as me last time, thinking that ALL your friends are trustworthy and truthful to you, it's about time to open your eyes BIGGER. You'll never know what they're doing behind your back. For minor cases they'd just be pointing a gun at your back, otherwise they'd shoot right through your heart and stab you a few times until you die terribly like this x_x
Yea, I know it's just part and parcels of life. But still, it's hard to accept the fact that the halo on your friend(s)' head has turned into horns so suddenly. And I guess when I go out to work in the society, I'll be more amazed than now haha.
You may wonder why I have become so pessimistic recently. Well, I'm not. I'm just stating the facts about life after you grow up, when people are not as simple as you think they are :) If you feel a sense of guilt while reading this, orh hor! must go face the wall and do some reflection on yourself liao haha. Please don't stand infront of the mirror -_- But it's okay to feel guilty, bcoz it shows that you're not hopeless yet. If you don't feel anything, it's either you're really a person with great integrity or you're just deceiving yourself.