i think i've slacked too much
way too much that i can hardly cope now.
i can only blame myself
it's only 3 more weeks to exams, i really gotta buck up now
i'm not going to skip class anymore, i'm going to complete my tutorials as much as i can [haha!], and i'll TRY to pay more attention in class
yes i promise.(:
can't really rmb what happened this week, except that i skipped lesson on thurs just to go shopping with amer
i intended to go for IT class initially, but i overslept >.<
so might as well... haha
okay lar, but i felt really bad for the WHOLE day =x
and yeah! i finally got the time to practise flute!!
it's only 1week but i felt as if i've missed band prac for like 1mth?
i bet everyone has experienced this before
like you didn't see your bf/gf for only 2days and it feels like 2yrs
this is what happens when you love smth too much haha
school has been such a bore recently that it is affecting my mood, seriously
so serious that i actually show it in sch, cos usually i only emo at home lol
i thought poly would be much much better; but i think i actually enjoyed my sec sch life more, even though everything was more disciplined
well, i think i just have to learn to adapt to changes
no point whining now cos i can't turn back time.
my friends are all envious of my course, so i don't think i have any reasons to complain
but you know there's a chinese saying that REN BU HUI ZHI ZU, or smth like that
meaning WE humans will never be satisfied with what we have
which is kinda true, but human nature mah hahaha
even though my family is not very rich, and i can't have everything i want
but i'm REALLY contented with my life now
years back when i was still young and naive, i'll always complain about my families to my friends like my mum is so biased and my brothers are so irritating and selfish
now i've realised how immature i was
my mum isn't biased, but my brothers are still irritating haha!
well, at least we've changed for the better
i guess we're all grown up now.(:
i've learned not to talk back to my parents cos i know it will only make things worse
it's only the school that i find something missing, which makes me so unhappy
but since i've chosen this course, i should just make the best out of it instead of ruining it by skipping class, burning tutorials etc. lol
so yea, i'm going to pia for exams! hopefully hahaha
i think my friends will be very surprised to see what i wrote and they will be like
"WOW! WEILIN HAS REALLY GROWN UP AND I'M SO PROUD OF HER!"
yes i know, thank you very much. :D
oh, our FC lecturer Mr Koh told us that his cousin, who stays in a bungalow, bought another bugalow beside just to demolish it and build a pool to wash his feet.
i'm like wtf?! we ordinary ppl even have problem buying a condo and you bought a bugalow just to wash your feet?!!
@#$%&*!#$@%!!!
some people's life is just too good. sigh